This is another reason i should not stay in CBCS…….not even consider.it…becoz if  i get lazy,which is highly probable, i lose my existing lessons learnt in the past…….

   4. Have a plan of the abstractions are representation you are going to make out on paper or somewhere outside your head and body…. :D

Lessons Learned:
      1. Understand ur application clear to the 0s and 1s……….Even if your actual work is at a level lot higher than that, this helps and avoids lots of wasted time…….by making assumptions explicit.
      2. try small code snippets….. before typing out large application class
      3. Don’t waste time feeling upset about wasted time……… clean up  and get on with it……..

FAce it or not……….
There is always the question of coarse of fine…….or more accurately, all choices in life are a question of the size/coarseness/fineness we want to subscribe to……… We differentiate emotion and cognition only that way……… usually coarse and fine but the point being the differences are a matter of degree and not class????

Sumit is actually afraid of me…of the effect i have on him……..with all my insistence on how things should be done ideally….and how it is better to be doing things rapidly and consistenly rather than slow and steady………

Damn typing a small simple part of  the program out in the console mode  solves it……….. stupid me…….should have been doing it from the start…….

Did i grow up with just too much.negative reinforcement against complaining/crying??………even though my mom did not follow that philosophy, my dad embodied it without stressing it too often…and my grandpa did .??? hmm….
Is that why i find it hard to talk about what i feel?? or i find the volatility in my ability to talk about how i feel?? hm…

Did i grow up with just too much.negative reinforcement against complaining/crying??………even though my mom did not follow that philosophy, my dad embodied it without stressing it too often…and my grandpa did .??? hmm….
Is that why i find it hard to talk about what i feel?? or i find the volatility in my ability to talk about how i feel?? hm….
whatever……..

I have learnt to act/think like libran and scorpios becoz they were the ones i got unambiguous feedback from, if we exclude my grandpa…… i mean my bro and mom??…… they were the strongest feedbacks…….. hmm… well……….where do i go after that?? then……..

To be honest i have to agree even that minor tiff off has upset me…… a sign of how volatile i am or have been………
Oh yeah today morning i snapped at dhruv tooo………for trying to ask me to shut up, while he and everyone else were all shouting anyways…………