As a matter of fact, the selfishness, what vivek perceived or the untrustability, i sensed were both generated from this cognitive dissonance………hmm…… i hope for his own sake, that he is not doing it intentionally…..and just like misra uses all his gyaan giving as his addictive drink…….. well may be that is worser than alcohol per se….as atleast in the case of alcohol it is a lot more explicit………….