Yet another disappointment

Am pretending to be upset and sad about this engagement….but really i am just angry at myself for not ditching the thinking and ask her out….. Trying to convince myself it was bad for the company…it might create issues….Damn it anand….what an idiot..You knew you liked her enough..you knew you had enough similar tendencies….. you knew you had grown up in totally different environments…. you knew in the worst case it would be interesting…but yet..you dilly-dallied…idiot..now she’s engaged…Go figure…..you moron…